White trash theater: Hemsk psykisk dualitet

tisdag, juni 09, 2009

Hemsk psykisk dualitet

Jag orkar inte med mina psykiska problem mer.

I drygt ett år har jag inte vetat om jag vill dö eller leva vidare. Om jag hade rätt tidigare, så handlar allting om, att någon eller andra rent och värdigt måste erkänna en överlämning aka sanningen. Det är därför det alltid är smärtsamt.

Jag inser att jag inte "vill" förvilla dig eller mig mer. Vill inte att våra sträckta händer ska vara surrogatisk själsmateria av endast tillfredställelse, där ingen mer nämner ett ord i handling. Men är den paniska dystra insiken om att vi hellre vill dö, det som måste ske? Är det här den blinda fläcken?

Vad är det vi bryr oss om helt och hållet, nu igen?

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The Power and archetypal knowledge released "in the beginning" of any cycle (or at "Creation") must be perpetuated until the very Last Day - the Omega state of which Teilhard de Chardin glowingly speaks. This Power is the "self" of the cyclic manifestation, the unchanging Tone (AUM) of all existences within this cycle. It can be transmitted from master to disciple at the latter's "Initiation." It must be so transmitted for when the line of transmission (in Sanskrit, guruampara) is discontinued, the cyclic process begins to collapse in futility and spiritual darkness.

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SECOND LEVEL: EMOTIONAL/CULTURAL

PHASE 216 (SCORPIO 6°): THE GOLD RUSH TEARS MEN AWAY FROM THEIR NATIVE SOIL.

KEYNOTE: The passionate search for new values which, at any level, promise a more abundant life.

The greatness of man is that he can always be greater; likewise, at a national level, man's "greed" can more easily be aroused by whatever promises more wealth, more power, and ever-greater achievements at all levels, spiritual as well as material. Beyond this arousal of greed is the deep-seated desire to play a more important or spectacular role in one's society or community. Greed is the perverse intensification of the social sense, just as lust is the perverse intensification of the longing for love. Always at this Scorpio level the yearning is for an ever more intense and all-absorbing union with a person or a community — a yearning which motivates a search for more effectual means to achieve as total a feeling experience as is possible.

This is the first stage of the forty-fourth sequence of symbolic phases in the cycle of existence. It dramatizes the capacity in man to tear himself away from the known and the familiar, gambling everything on a vision or dream. A Keyword could be AVIDITY.

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Hemsk psykisk dualitet

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