White trash theater: EFEXOR FB: me is a bitch

fredag, maj 07, 2010

EFEXOR FB: me is a bitch

Skiiiiit... så... plötsliga stötar i kroppen, från huvudet till fingertopparna, typ 1-10 gånger i minuten... helt yr... illamående... Ser "ful" ut, rödglåmig i huden.. mår skit... minns/vet ingenting, känns retarderad, vill sova men kan inte riktigt... desorienterad.. vaknar på natten fryser och känner att det droppar och rinner svett från låren...

FÄRGADE HÅRET MÖRKBRUNT: måste igen snart med brunröd toning, senare blåsvart färg...

orkar inte hora idag... imorgon kanske.... ca 15 mail...

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The Power and archetypal knowledge released "in the beginning" of any cycle (or at "Creation") must be perpetuated until the very Last Day - the Omega state of which Teilhard de Chardin glowingly speaks. This Power is the "self" of the cyclic manifestation, the unchanging Tone (AUM) of all existences within this cycle. It can be transmitted from master to disciple at the latter's "Initiation." It must be so transmitted for when the line of transmission (in Sanskrit, guruampara) is discontinued, the cyclic process begins to collapse in futility and spiritual darkness.

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SECOND LEVEL: EMOTIONAL/CULTURAL

PHASE 216 (SCORPIO 6°): THE GOLD RUSH TEARS MEN AWAY FROM THEIR NATIVE SOIL.

KEYNOTE: The passionate search for new values which, at any level, promise a more abundant life.

The greatness of man is that he can always be greater; likewise, at a national level, man's "greed" can more easily be aroused by whatever promises more wealth, more power, and ever-greater achievements at all levels, spiritual as well as material. Beyond this arousal of greed is the deep-seated desire to play a more important or spectacular role in one's society or community. Greed is the perverse intensification of the social sense, just as lust is the perverse intensification of the longing for love. Always at this Scorpio level the yearning is for an ever more intense and all-absorbing union with a person or a community — a yearning which motivates a search for more effectual means to achieve as total a feeling experience as is possible.

This is the first stage of the forty-fourth sequence of symbolic phases in the cycle of existence. It dramatizes the capacity in man to tear himself away from the known and the familiar, gambling everything on a vision or dream. A Keyword could be AVIDITY.

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fredag, maj 07, 2010

EFEXOR FB: me is a bitch

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